CULT OF PERSONALITY
Teams: MANCHESTER UNITED, Shillong Lajong FC.
Your first crush?
To be honest that feeling is so strong and sweet that you always smile when you remember that. Those first daydreams and plans how to purpose, and then failing to complete the plan. Ouchhazataz! Amazing
My first crush(plus hearthbreak at the same time)
When I was class six, I had a deep a girl near our neighbour(she was older than me, she was class ten).
I still remember how I used to play in near her house screaming while playing and all just to gain her attention. Alas she never gave me any attention.
But I kept on doing it over and over again. And wtf my luck one day she came to play with us(along with her bro, who was mine age), she was so beautiful and her voice so sharp and sweet. We played a game which we call "point", and my luck I was in the same team as her. I enjoyed that day so much, we won in the end, and I remember how I touched her hand when we used shake hand whenever we used eliminate the opponent. That day we became acquaintant and she came to play with us on daily basis different games like hide and seek, point and many even football(she was shit in it).
I started to get really close with her. She used to call me "Aki" abbreviation of my name. I was so immature you know that I used to write in the backpages of my school copies, how I will spend my life with her after I marry her. All those bollocks plans. Then one day I remember when I going to school in rainy day and was without umbrella and she gave me shelter under her umbrella. Oh how I loved that moment, that was beautiful as we walked through the long road in rainy and dark road. No nothing happened I was a ten year old stupid loverboy while she was 16year old beautiful girl. She probably took me as a small kid.
How many times I tired to purpose her but always failed as I pissed off in the ending moment. I even tired writing a love letter but it went shit as I was to afraid to give her.
Then came the day, actually the f¨cking bad day, when I knew that she already had a boyfriend, I remember how bad I felt(nah I dint cried am not that weak), almost like I turned numb, dint went to play. She even came to call but I gave excuse that I had to study. I remember how tore those last pages of my school copies.
I never felt so f¨cked up. How lovely that period was damn I was totally f¨cked up after I knew she had a boyfriend. Though after few days went to play again, trying my best to be normal. She was a good girl, always helping me. I still respect her, she is now working in bank.
She told me again she loves me , and I said I love myself too